Take a deep breath. Recently, I've been thinking of having holiday too much. Imagining myself on an island, fresh, blue water, cool breeze sent shiver down my spine. I used to be no fan of nature, but I don't know what happened to me now. Maybe, I badly need the moment of R.E.S.T!

Today,
I supposed to attend my Chemistry extraclass, and happen to be it was cancelled. How happy I am to call babu to pick me up at 12.30 sharp. I appreciated that today was not as hectic as yesterday.
1. I woke up a bit late than I used to. I woke at 6.03 am, when I usually woke at 5.30. I was in a blitz of speed.
2. I forgot my A. Maths file, and lost my homework paper. Should I say I'm sloppy? Oh, I am.
3. I had my P.E class. All of my classmate were asked to run 2 km. I was so kaput.
4. I should have class in the afternoon, but it was cancelled and I was not informed. Man, I was that heated. And, I called my babu to pick me up early, but..
5. Eventually my mom couldn't make it, she asked Abah to pick me up. Wait, wait and wait. It was already 4 pm. There he came.. my eyes was already bleary that time.
6. I pleaded my Abah if I could just skip my tuition class on that day. But he rejected.
7. He brought me to this I don't know car agent to pay up something. And I waited, in the car and eventually drowned to sleep. Looking at the time it was already 4.30. Uptight as I should have been. I have Biology tuition at 5 pm.
8. Then, I came at 5.15 pm at my class, I was so behind-time.
9. Abah should pick me up at 6.15pm, but again, he was quite backward. He came at 6.45. And sent me to another English tuition class at 7 pm.
10. In my English class, we need to finish comprehension. And I eventually kept drowning. And thank god, the night just prove how it appreciated me. I finally got the touch and scent of my bed.
The day finally end with a conclusion:
So this is a personal message to Changmin.
Happy 21st Birthday to you Changmin.

I am so sorry that I forgot all about you on that day. Well I forgot about TVXQ too on that day. *shrugs* I just hope you could find your happiness someday. Be a mature person, well you should be. Life is a journey that everyone have to surpass, and I hope you find it interesting as much as I find it fascinating too.
That's it for now.

Today,
I supposed to attend my Chemistry extraclass, and happen to be it was cancelled. How happy I am to call babu to pick me up at 12.30 sharp. I appreciated that today was not as hectic as yesterday.
I dislike Wednesday especially Yesterday. YES! On February 18th. It seems that Changmin's birthday sucked my blood afterall. Why? A summary:
1. I woke up a bit late than I used to. I woke at 6.03 am, when I usually woke at 5.30. I was in a blitz of speed.
2. I forgot my A. Maths file, and lost my homework paper. Should I say I'm sloppy? Oh, I am.
3. I had my P.E class. All of my classmate were asked to run 2 km. I was so kaput.
4. I should have class in the afternoon, but it was cancelled and I was not informed. Man, I was that heated. And, I called my babu to pick me up early, but..
5. Eventually my mom couldn't make it, she asked Abah to pick me up. Wait, wait and wait. It was already 4 pm. There he came.. my eyes was already bleary that time.
6. I pleaded my Abah if I could just skip my tuition class on that day. But he rejected.
7. He brought me to this I don't know car agent to pay up something. And I waited, in the car and eventually drowned to sleep. Looking at the time it was already 4.30. Uptight as I should have been. I have Biology tuition at 5 pm.
8. Then, I came at 5.15 pm at my class, I was so behind-time.
9. Abah should pick me up at 6.15pm, but again, he was quite backward. He came at 6.45. And sent me to another English tuition class at 7 pm.
10. In my English class, we need to finish comprehension. And I eventually kept drowning. And thank god, the night just prove how it appreciated me. I finally got the touch and scent of my bed.
The day finally end with a conclusion:
I FORGOT CHANGMIN'S BIRTHDAY!!!
So this is a personal message to Changmin.
Firstly, I am sorry that I'm an awful fan. Maybe you could just put the blame on me, but Changmin *whine* I have life too!! *cries* You are turning 21, while I'm here still underage living a life like somekind of circus clown?? Anyway,


Happy 21st Birthday to you Changmin.

That's it for now.
Love it, hate it!
Duh, Tomato!
ADIOS!
Duh, Tomato!
ADIOS!
- Location:in room
- Mood:
blah - Music:The hush sound - Lighthouse
A poem for today, this made before. I came across my dusted folder *cough* I think this poem.. I could just dedicate it to someone. Someone who I think will pop up in the future? Who knows!
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There's a time,
You look blissful, contented
I questioned,
such a scenario?
There's a time,
You look galled, displeased,
I questioned,
such a scenario?
There's a time,
You look enthusiastic, animated.
I questioned,
such a scenario?
There's a time,
You look doleful, bitter
I questioned,
such a scenario?
There's a time,
You look cherished, desired
I questioned,
such a scenario?
There's a time,
You look forlorn, empty
I questioned,
such a scenario?
But, all the time
I dawdled, thinking of a solution.
now, people ask me how I relish my life.
I numbed.
such a scenario?
---
You look blissful, contented
I questioned,
such a scenario?
There's a time,
You look galled, displeased,
I questioned,
such a scenario?
There's a time,
You look enthusiastic, animated.
I questioned,
such a scenario?
There's a time,
You look doleful, bitter
I questioned,
such a scenario?
There's a time,
You look cherished, desired
I questioned,
such a scenario?
There's a time,
You look forlorn, empty
I questioned,
such a scenario?
But, all the time
I dawdled, thinking of a solution.
now, people ask me how I relish my life.
I numbed.
such a scenario?
---
Love it, hate it!
Duh, Tomato!
ADIOS!
Duh, Tomato!
ADIOS!
- Location:in room
- Mood:creative
- Music:Pussycat Dolls - Hush Hush
Just updated my blogspot and now here I come my livejournal.
I made kimbab today. It was actually a trial, and I successfully made it till the end. *sweats* gotta bring it to school. I promised my chingu to bring it.
And I found out about Jaejoong who own a neck pillow speaker. Thanks to Chompoo uni from Sharingyoochun site. At first I was, hmm, that's so cool *amazing things*. Then I just got flashed on about my brother, Abg Eman. He's in Uk right now. Miss him. *sigh*
Tracing back what had he told me about his present last year on December. I asked him, "What did you get?" And he replied, "Abg dapat a pillow with speaker. Kawan abang bought it. Such a good present. They knew bantal abang K.O dah"
Now such a coincidence! I would be so cloudy if anyone would buy me one. *chuckles*
Pic of the day:
I got a question. Why do people always waste their cakes? Shame on them. But I gotta agree fun comes first. Rezeki la~ But this pic is so kawaii.
I made kimbab today. It was actually a trial, and I successfully made it till the end. *sweats* gotta bring it to school. I promised my chingu to bring it.
And I found out about Jaejoong who own a neck pillow speaker. Thanks to Chompoo uni from Sharingyoochun site. At first I was, hmm, that's so cool *amazing things*. Then I just got flashed on about my brother, Abg Eman. He's in Uk right now. Miss him. *sigh*
Tracing back what had he told me about his present last year on December. I asked him, "What did you get?" And he replied, "Abg dapat a pillow with speaker. Kawan abang bought it. Such a good present. They knew bantal abang K.O dah"
Now such a coincidence! I would be so cloudy if anyone would buy me one. *chuckles*
Pic of the day:
I got a question. Why do people always waste their cakes? Shame on them. But I gotta agree fun comes first. Rezeki la~ But this pic is so kawaii.
Love it, hate it.
Duh, Tomato!
ADIOS!
Duh, Tomato!
ADIOS!
- Location:in room
- Mood:
amused - Music:Pussycat dolls - Played
My birthday tribute for a man that I always.. want to meet. I made it on the 6th Feb actually. It's just a copy-paste from my blogspot.
6th February 1986, a man who I am passionate about, was born.
A man who is very down to earth, who always think he needs to improve a lot.
A man who works hard from the day he feels his shoulder holds huge responsibilities as a son, a brother, a friend and a leader.
A man who I always respect and keen of.
A man who I always called husband even is he's not
A man who I never but want to meet in real life, but always in my imagination.
A man who played a role as a savior sent by god to me.
A man I shouldn't have fall for. When I look at him, I feel the tinge of butterfly in my stomach. I always feel that someday we'll meet by fate. But I'm not sure when will it be. It may sounds hopeless, but I'll always pray.
A man who owns a charming voice that sounds a voice I would never get tired of.
A man who has a neverending dance passion.
A man known as Jung Yunho.

I gotta go for now to finish my homework. Biology, urgh!
Love it, hate it
Duh, Tomato!
ADIOS
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6th February 1986, a man who I am passionate about, was born.
A man who is very down to earth, who always think he needs to improve a lot.
A man who works hard from the day he feels his shoulder holds huge responsibilities as a son, a brother, a friend and a leader.
A man who I always respect and keen of.
A man who I always called husband even is he's not
A man who I never but want to meet in real life, but always in my imagination.
A man who played a role as a savior sent by god to me.
A man I shouldn't have fall for. When I look at him, I feel the tinge of butterfly in my stomach. I always feel that someday we'll meet by fate. But I'm not sure when will it be. It may sounds hopeless, but I'll always pray.
A man who owns a charming voice that sounds a voice I would never get tired of.
A man who has a neverending dance passion.
A man known as Jung Yunho.
Hubby, Happy 23rd Birthday, my dear Yunho. My fondness over you will never fade. May you be blessed, cheerful and feel felicitous. Be healthy *sniff* If we have the chance, fate and luck, we will meet.
I gotta go for now to finish my homework. Biology, urgh!
Love it, hate it
Duh, Tomato!
ADIOS
- Location:in my room
- Mood:
ditzy - Music:Tohoshinki - Love in the ice
Alas, I had settled to freshen my livejournal. I just deleted all my last entries. Felling very blissful actually. WOW!
I cannot believe, voila, I just did! I'm done!
I hadn't log in to my lj for such sometimes. Unfortunately, right now.. I have no idea what to do with my lj. Since I owned a blogger already, most recent posts are posted there. So...
I cannot believe, voila, I just did! I'm done!
I hadn't log in to my lj for such sometimes. Unfortunately, right now.. I have no idea what to do with my lj. Since I owned a blogger already, most recent posts are posted there. So...
Hmm, maybe I could update something here..
1. I learned how to write in Hangul
1. I learned how to write in Hangul

-Nabi means butterfly, in Hangul! So my name does means something with butterfly! *chuckles* I took Korean culture as my C.C.A in school. We mostly spent the hours watching Korean dramas, Korean videos, and writing some Hangul. One thing, I never know that Hangul have tenses too *duh, tomato!* But, it's such unpredictable. Okay, I'm proud that Malay is quite easy than any other language actually. At least, in my case, it is!
2. I felt so burnt-out and woozy.
-This February, I started attending tuition classes. *whines* In a week, I'm done with so many classes. In class, I felt dopey and comatose. I actually hash over to my mom to squeeze a bit of my classes, seeing how wobbly I am nowadays. And she said, she'll try to figure something out. I'm thankful she understood.
3. I miss TVXQ so much.

-Its been ages since I stalked them, and unbelievable, I dreamt about them last night. Surprisingly, Changmin was not there. I really have no idea what happen to them right now. It has been so hectic nowadays. And I could just shrug.
4. I listen to Pussycat Dolls too much.

-I think it's a problem to me. I have been hearing too much of them, and I don't think I could back off at all. The songs are hooking.
5. I want to chat with my online buddies.
-I didn't log into my MSN and my YM. And I miss talking with my unni's'. I hope I can catch on them sometimes. *sobs*
I think this is it for now. I'll try to update my LJ.
Love it, hate it.
Duh, Tomato!
ADIOS!
- Location:in my room
- Mood:
apathetic - Music:Pussycat Dolls - I'm Done
